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Jul. 17th, 2004 11:42 pm Live in Japan: Day 49

hey all. all is quiet on the far eastern front, for now. my head is a little clearer, just a little. Tim thanks for the comment u left, it really helps. i will e-mail u, eventually. i gotta sort out my thoughts a little first, since i dont really know whats going on inside my head and heart rite now.

got some more bad news: my friend cheeze will not being movin down to orlando yet cuz her school in the pan handle didnt graduate her yet. i dont have words to decide how upset i am at that. she was one of the major reasons, well, probably the major reason that i decided to go back to FL. now she wont be there and i have to go back since i already signed a year-long lease. i really wish i could stay here. i could finish my japanese studies degree. i could be here for my family. i seriously i'm torn apart right now with the whole "what am i gonna do with my life" thing. like i said, i really gotta clear my head about some things.

i'm getting sick. i think its all the stress. my throat hurts. i might've psyched myself into getting sick cuz the night b4 i was trying to get into the mind-set of being sick, so i could call in sick.

well, i'm out, the sisters are back. ciao!

Current Mood: depresseddepressed

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Jul. 15th, 2004 10:45 pm Live in Japan: Day 47

i'm not really up to updating my journal with cute little quips and jokes. all i have to say is that life is fucked up sometimes and when you're a person that can't express her emotions, they just eat you up inside. sometimes i think that somehow, i like it. i like feeling mad, sad, angry, depressed, all at the same time. maybe i'm just a screwed up person. maybe i should be on medication cuz no person should feel the way i feel right now. i feel like i'm going to explode. why? lots of shit. lots of shit that i really cant explain, not even to myself. my head hurts. i think thats it for my update.

Current Mood: woman on fire

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Jul. 13th, 2004 04:13 pm Live in Japan: Day 45

just got home from a pretty good day at work. got paid today too, a pretty decent amount for only 20 hours of work time. i worked at Cinnabon AND Baskin Robbins today...cuz, u know, i'm multi-talented like that...:)

i'm probably not gonna do much today, except drive around aimlessly. might go off-base to eat or sumthin...might buy a cellphone too, i'll give it to lycell when i leave. she best take care of it!

today is the 13th, no? well hey! my 21st birthday is in one months time! WOOOOOHOOOOO! par-tay ova hea!!! anyways...

i must go and shower cuz i smell of cinnamon pretty profusely! CIAO!

Current Mood: lonelylonely
Current Music: Avril Lavigne - Forgotten

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Jul. 12th, 2004 01:42 am Live in Japan: Day 44

whhhhheeeeewwww! its been a while, no? very busy person, i am. very tired too. baskin robbins is WAAAYYY busier than Cinnabon. can u believe that yesterday was my 2nd day working there, and they wanted me to close...BY MYSELF!!! well! i straightened that out (told one of the big bosses) and one of the supervisors helped me close, thus enabling me to get off early :).

my first da at baskins sucked my assucracku!!! well, the whole day just sucked! first, Lisa and Lycell decide to not tell me that they were going to the gym so of course, i slept the whole friggin mornin'. second, whens it time for me to go to work, Lisa was no where to be found...note that i instructed her to take me to work early so i could pick up my uniform. my father didnt wanna take me to work cuz he was waiting for his friend for sum stupid thingy...anyways...and to top it all off, i had the BIGGEST headache known to man, the WHOLE night. i was pretty pissed off at everyone!!! i'm ok now...:)

i'm off today...WOOHOO! i'm trying to get thurs off so i can go see Man On Fire again (look, Tim, look!!!) with lisa and lycell. hell of a movie, that is...

well, i guess that's my update for today folks...ciao!

Current Mood: distresseddistressed

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Jul. 7th, 2004 02:10 pm Live in Japan: Day 39

hey all! sorry for not updating for a while... i'm just a big, lazy bastard! anyways...

went to Ibaraki yesterday with Lisa and our brother-in-law, Derek to see our nephew (derek's son) cuz it was his 2nd b-day! i ate ALOT of yakiniku (i'm so ashamed!). it was fun, Dre (my nephew) is SO big now. and speaks Japanese well too.

hmmm, on the 4th, all we did was watch the fireworks at Lisas job, since she had to work, and then we played pac-man fever...ADDICTED TO THAT GAME! i kinda suck at it though, i'm not much of a gamer.

other than that i've just been workin' and workin' out...

speakin of work, i have to go...to work...now...so...bye...i mean...ciao!

Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Janet Jackson - The Velvet Rope

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Jul. 1st, 2004 11:14 pm Live in Japan: Day 33

hey all, just finished my 3rd day at Cinnabon. it was REALLY slow today. i kinda just stood around doin nothin... and i got paid for it!

hmmm... went to the gym in the mornin', of course. didnt go yesterday, my body didnt feel up for it.

well, pretty much it so, i'm out... ciao!

Current Mood: okayokay

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Jun. 29th, 2004 06:23 pm Live in Japan: Day 31

hey all. i started workin at Cinnabon today, for only like, 3 hours but, i get more hours next week. i remember everything (except the new things of course!) so that's cool. what else... went to the gym again this morning. i'm getting pretty good at waking up early now. i'm gonna have to wake up really early tomorrow cuz i've gotta get to work by 9 and i'm usually at the gym for 2 hours. yesterday lisa had a softball game. they lost. she plays for the AAFES ( army & air force exchange services)team. i could play too since i work for AAFES but, i suck at all sports, 'cept karate. well that's it. til next time... hopefully i'll have more stuff to say tomorrow... ciao!

Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Ace Of Base - Come To Me (Demo Version)

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Jun. 28th, 2004 12:28 pm Live in Japan: Day 30

guess what time i woke up this morning? 5:00!...5:00 in the freakin' morning! why? cuz i had to go to the gym early since i had new hire orientation at 8. Lycell went with me too. Lisa didnt, cuz she's a fat lazy bastard:). yesterday me Lisa, Lycell and her sisters went to JJ Club, played pool and arcade games and what not. yesterday wasnt very eventful, like today. oh, went to brunch with my dad yesterday after church...high-point of my day! no high-points yet for day 30. wait, i saw my old supervisor, Yasuko! she gave me a free combo card! she said i looked different...um, no... well, that's my day so far. i have to go back for the 2nd half of my orientation. at least Lisa will be there. ok, ciao!

Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: Ace Of Base - Ordinary Day (Demo Version)

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Jun. 28th, 2004 12:28 pm Live in Japan: Day 30

guess what time i woke up this morning? 5:00!...5:00 in the freakin' morning! why? cuz i had to go to the gym early since i had new hire orientation at 8. Lycell went with me too. Lisa didnt, cuz she's a fat lazy bastard:). yesterday me Lisa, Lycell and her sisters went to JJ Club, played pool and arcade games and what not. yesterday wasnt very eventful, like today. oh, went to brunch with my dad yesterday after church...high-point of my day! no high-points yet for day 30. wait, i saw my old supervisor, Yasuko! she gave me a free combo card! she said i looked different...um, no... well, that's my day so far. i have to go back for the 2nd half of my orientation. at least Lisa will be there. ok, ciao!

Current Mood: okayokay
Current Music: Ace Of Base - Ordinary Day (Demo Version)

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Jun. 27th, 2004 12:47 am Live in Japan: Day 29

sup everyone. my day (saturday that is) was not very productive. got up early at about 7:30 to go to the gym. had a very good workout i might add. my abs still hurt though:(. after that had some breakfie at Lycell's house. then... we all fell asleep! sheesh! well, we finally got up, ate again, went bowling with Lisa, Lycell, and her sisters. i REALLY sucked at bowling, i mean REALLY! SHEESH! anyways, then we all went to Jusco... and ate! Lycell's little sister Shereese (?) was getting VERY annoying. she's only 6 and weighs about 80 lbs! she's like a bottomless pit! she cries for everything, and the only--and i mean ONLY-- way to shut her up is to give her food! well, after that we went back to Lycell's, watched some TV, then we came home. and that's where i am now, home. oh, i start at Cinnabon on tues. nd then when their new person arrives i move over to Baskin Robbins, or wherever else they wanna put me. MONEY, FINALLY! speaking of finally, i FINALLY got onto my sprint cellphone account. i couldn't remember my password... sue me. well, i'm out... ciao!

Current Mood: hothot
Current Music: Ace Of Base - Please Don't Stop (Demo Version)

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